August14, 2020: Inspiration

SAC

Inspiration can be found in many places; however, one needs to be open to it

and that is the problem--allowing for inspiration to enter one's life

Lately, I've been inspired by music, such as, the Beastie Boys and the

great programs on Apple TV.  The majority of their programs

are inspirational, but the program Homes 

was fantastic because of the possibilities what individuals could

accomplish with architecture and the land outside

One doesn't have to live in a box

but can think outside of one

I'm also inspired by quilters who

use scraps to create new quilts with shapes and forms

and another quilter who pulls out her stash of fabric, which

didn't work exactly for her at one time, but now does several

years later

Does inspiration=time?

I'm almost done reading Just Mercy and completed my legal

class in Criminal law.  It is a paralegal degree, which I'm pursuing

 to add to my Bachelor's degree which I already have

This was an eye opener and inspiration as well

To find out that innocent people are unjustly accused of crimes

and put through the system and have their lives ruined

It happens everyday to different degrees--and once you realize

how the law works-it is a little disturbing-siding with real criminals and 

persecuting the innocent

Thankfully, there are people out there like Bryan Stevenson

from Equal Justice Initiative  who chose to help others out

rather than the green-he is inspirational

Unfortunately, the innocent accused of crimes, which they did not commit

time must pass before justice is really served

in this instance 

time does not equal inspiration

At the end of everything-I am inspired 

Inspired to read, to grow my garden, to sew, to listen to news

to create a life for myself

Inspiration around everyone if only we are open to it

 

JULY 18: Forward with Photos

Public Library Before 4th of July

Across the Street

Food Bank

Food Bank



On one of my days off I visited a local library, which was closed for the day.
They were 4th of July ready with a red, white and blue banner
The small town was pretty quite with hardly any visitors

I volunteered at the local food bank on another day off from work
I created boxes of food alongside other volunteers
I believe we created something between 500 to 800 boxes
Some military personnel were there helping out
with some other things at the Food Bank

I've been watching the PBS news
in order to get another type of news form
into my life
I found out the Syrians are again attempting to find
a new home because of all the problems they
are having in their country
and a Syrian husband and wife lost their small baby
because of the cold freezing weather

Wearing the Covid-19 mask was not a priority
for these dislocated individuals

I find everything going on in the World
today rather-strange

I was awake one day-then went to sleep-and I woke up
to a very different life and world

I find it rather ironic that we are worried about wearing the mask
and it is very hot and humid in some parts of the world and country
and in other parts of the world it is cold and
no one cares about Covid because they have other problems

Everyone's problems are all different
as well as their needs

..........................

July 9th: JUSTICE FOR ALL

MY LIBRARY=LOVE (NOT HATE)




WHY AREN'T THERE BLACK PEOPLE REPRESENTED AT THE BOOKSTORES
HERE IN SAN ANTONIO, TEXAS?


I have always gone into libraries across the country
and as an adult was finally able to afford to purchase
books at used and new bookstores
However, now I ask
Where are the black people at the bookstores

I went into the liberal bookstore Half Price Books
yesterday and a black family went in there asking about a book, which
they had called about on the phone

The employee I could tell answered her in a very slight sort of way
"Did you tell them to put on hold for you?"

Not everyone is a savvy book buyer-like me (it does sound arrogant doesn't it)
I'm a hispanic female who didn't have much help learning how to read when
I was growing up

I had to collect aluminum cans to save to purchase my first book, but used the library
a lot

Anyway, when I went to purchase my small amount of 6.00 I had to deal
with that ugly employee.  By that time the black family had left.

Because of Covid the store was nearly empty of readers and buyers
I waited in line only to be slighted as well, "Are you ready!"
That is when I had to say something-not so nice-for me and that family

Again, today another bookstore, Barnes and Nobel
Again, the same thing-this time searching for a book, which was suppose to be
on the bookshelf

These two women both Caucasian (white) in their 20's getting to stand behind
the counter with jobs--while the black and hispanic community are the most
unemployed--having to keep these two lousy employees in jobs
Doesn't make much sense does it
only to be given zero in return
I speak more for the black community because they have no representation at the bookstores
Having driven to California and Asheville--it is the same thing

If a difference is really suppose to happen then it needs to begin at the bookstores
with reading
With representation of blacks by having them work at bookstores
I was a substitute teacher for a short while and got to help
a small black kid by the name of Justice
I use to say Justice for all and he really loved it
However, Justice had problems with writing and reading
I wanted to help him out by tutoring him so, he wouldn't end
up being a statistic-it didn't happen for several reasons;
However,

I say:  Black Lives do Matter and they need to be represented at the bookstores
So, that when black families come into the stores they won't be slighted, but
they will be comfortable

Black by nature-Proud by choice
You don't need a lousy white employee to make you
feel proud
even when they are holding up signs
silence=violence

LOVE not IGNORANCE read TO open YOUR minds
obviously those two don't read

June 7: Silence=Violence: B is for black, L is for lives, M is for matter: no photo day

NO PHOTOS




b is for black l is for lives m is for matter

God created the entire Universe and the entire crayola box
God created Night and Day
in black and white
the day is clear with blue skies and green trees and the visibility
is great
the night is dark with glittery stars above the sky and the visible
moon ahead
the day doesn't have monsters lurking about
but the night which comes about does
it is a myth told by the circle of liars
because bad things do happen
even in the clear day
with rosy red flowers
which drip with
red paint

I saw Pastor Osteen and Pastor Gray today (Saturday) streaming.  I thought their conversation was interesting and do believe something does need to be done.  I am a hispanic female who lived in Houston for 20 years and now lives in San Antonio and a native Californian.  My life changed drastically when I moved to San Antonio.  My rights have been violated--possibly because I can now "hear" when I couldn't before except regular hearing. I will just leave it at that.  However,  I wanted to ask Pastor Gray a question:  Although, filming George Floyd brought something to our attention--I wonder if it would have been more humane if the person filming this sensationalist episode should have put his/her cell phone down and helped the man out instead?  Didn't this person contribute to this murder as well--by just standing by and not doing something instead? What happened to the "Good Samaritan". What was this person afraid of?  Or were they afraid? Why is it okay to have strength in numbers to now tell the police force--what they did was wrong--they are suppose to uphold the law not become one of the criminals-that one is innocent until proven guilty in a court of law?  Why couldn't this "important" person holding the stupid cell phone not have gone over and told the cops--you are doing something wrong--or gotten others involved---or called 911 to let someone know something bad was happening.  Where was the strength in numbers--then?  I suppose these people who hold up their little signs--like in downtown Houston---silence=violence---mean well, but I get the feeling they would have been silent if George Floyd had been murdered in front of them and they would have walked by--or perhaps just filmed it on their self-important cell phone and posted it for human consumption on their social media page.   This person who filmed George Floyd being murdered-------was it more important to film--or should it have been more important to have stood up and done something about it and perhaps "saved a life"?  Has everyone lost their minds as to what is more important--I wonder all the time--living here in San Antonio, when I visit Houston sometimes......I would have done the right thing.   When I was around five living in Sacramento, California I accidentally fell into a duck pond and I didn't know how to swim.  I made it out looking at the ducks paddle to the edge of the pond and trying to copy them and hoping the edge was there.  When I found the edge and pulled myself up I saw some "Caucasian" adults standing at the edge, "Oh, that was dangerous-you should have been more careful" one said.  And at five I wondered why none of them had bothered to jump in to save me--a five year old, but instead stood around and watched.  These are just some things I'm dealing with in my life---sort of like you-to whomever can identify with the above

Land of hypocrites

silence=violence

strength in numbers only
night whispers-little voices

by rebeca

Wish you the best Pastor(s) Osteen and Gray

May 6th: a new brave world?:

Statue of Liberty: New York City

New Normal Face

New York New York under seige like 9/11 again

I sometimes wonder why New York

has to deal with so many unpleasant things

Maybe because of the financial and communications sector?

Maybe it's the greatest city in the World--the French thought so

at one time--when they gave New York and the United States

the Statue of Liberty

I found this image online with the caption the new normal

I actually find this offensive

I don't consider anything about wearing a face mask to be "normal".

They act like this is permanent--it is actually a form of terrorism

and my constitutional rights  are being violated

For example, whatever your religion- our religious rights were violated

because there is a clear division between Church and State

Some would argue: well it was done for our safety etc....

However, the point is the government did not have the right to cross

this border....and the pastors could have had more services

Once you cross a certain line--good luck getting it back or not

having any of your other constitutional rights be violated

I was not brought up wearing a mask on my face nor having anything

wrapped around my face and I find this offensive when

someone considers this the "new normal"--it is not

To consider this normal is really idiotic

However, some are having fun with this--creating face masks

that are fashionable

I saw a man today who was dressed very casually and had a black 

elastic knit material bandana tied to his head

I wondered where his ugly mask was at before he entered

the local grocery store

I realized, "Oh he had elevated the ugly mask to be fashion and to fit

his casual and chic style".  It had become part of him.  So,

much so, the ugly mask was not obvious

I thought---the ugly mask had arrived--people were now creating fashion out of it

I've seen lots of face masks out there created by so many individuals who can sew and use interesting fabric to fit their fashion style--but when I saw this man dressed

with flip flops, long baggy light blue shorts and a light blue shirt and he had

his black mask tied to his forehead --I thought how creative

He had made the ugly mask his--he had control of the ugly mask

I am a very positive person who likes to create things ( I am) and I will

However, right now this is what is going on with me

I love the United States, New York City, the Statue of Liberty

and I reallllly

HATE: THE UGLY MASK

and anyone who thinks this is "the new normal" for me

or anyone else

As a  true Patriot

it couldn't be any other way

and I do understand hate is a very strong word to use

April 2020:

sampler

california zinna

Basil

tree house

modern quilt from Houston quilt show

around the city

my sewing area

project 

pop art and food bank

art which reminds me of the quilt above

pop art made by me when I was in 7th grade

Public Transportation still running-a positive sign

I'm continuing with my pop art and modern art theme

I'm also listening to NPR and Terry Gross and David Rhode 

He has a book out called In Deep--

He is interesting and so, is she

I took several classes in college dealing with Pop Art and fell in love with it

As a 7th grader in California I knew nothing of PoP Art

I created the Lysol painting above

The other students around me wanted to know, "Why are

you painting that?"  I said, "because it smells nice and my mom uses it."

I also was thinking- I like this image and want to paint it

I turned the painting in---a couple of weeks later the

teacher handed our projects back--I laid the painting down

on the table because I was busy with the new project in art class

After a few minutes I turned it around and received an A- and wondered

why the teacher had given me an "A"

I didn't think he was going to like it and thought it was dumb

Later on as an adult I realized why I had received an "A"

I had created pop art when I didn't know anything about it

I was in keeping with Andy Warhol and didn't know who

Andy Warhol was as a 7th grader

I love Andy Warhol and found out he was a magazine reader

and so, were the other pop artists

I always felt guilty about being a magazine reader 

I also like to keep my magazines, but unlike Andy Warhol (who passed away) my

magazines do not have a "room of their own"

I never felt guilty again for being a magazine reader

or following my instincts

My sampler--from Posie--I'm enjoying working on that (still)

flowers, basil-outdoors

A tree house, which sits empty, and was once used by some

little children 

It makes me wonder--where those kids are now

I wonder about myself and everyone--the past, present and the future

The quilt from the Houston Quilt show (I don't remember the artist) and the work of

art from the museum--look alike

My small project I am working on and enjoying the creation

Creating something during this pandemic time

My small collection of Pop Art things---the bookmarker

from the library, which is closed....in conjunction with the

local Food Bank....before the pandemic

Now the Food Bank is being heavily utilized

I used it once and wanted to pay it forward by

volunteering, which I did twice

the last time was somewhat sad...because

There weren't a lot of volunteers and there were a lot of people

who needed help.....small children attempting to do their

part by organizing the back of the car they were in... in order to make

room for more items....

Maybe this is where the kids from the tree house have disappeared

to--instead of running and playing they are now having to become

aware of things, which I wish they didn't need to deal with

at an early age

When I left the Food Bank-after volunteering- I saw the long line of vehicles still waiting

for help---I found it disturbing and I realized again

this truly was real

Like 9/11 and the economic meltdown of 2008

the World and the United States is taking a hit again

and so, is New York

Our economy is suffering and so, are the people

but we will rise again

Be positive, create, read, listen, embrace and be safe

-Rebeca

new life:

public art

home architecture of the past (art)

kid art gallery

lone star iron of the past (art)

quilt show (fabric art)

glass art at library

fashion designer (art)(shop now closed)

graffiti art on unused building

museum art at the mcnay

more museum art at the mcnay

paint by numbers art and cross-stitch art 

art created by mother nature and God

vw automobile design from the past (art)


I've been listening to the radio a lot especially since we are suppose to be staying at home
Attempting to keep busy with this and that and I am

I took these photos awhile back not too long ago before all of this happened world wide
When I think back not too long ago while looking at these photos--I still can't believe
what is happening with people getting ill
However, if I go to get this and that or fresh air it makes me happy to see
people walking and speaking to one another

I majored in art history with a minor in history so, I love art of all types
I find art everywhere including the museum
The VW I found while driving and I love it
I wish I was like Carmen Diaz in the film Knight and Day and could re-do this car
The top needs to be replaced--same color only new
I wonder why VW hasn't re-made this car?
I wouldn't change the design

I love all these photos as well as the art gallery made by some talented kids

The designer's shop closed. She designed clothes at one time before fashion runway existed
I never went in, but was sad when I saw the shop was closed
The building is beautiful and I hope the next owner keeps it intact
She was an artist...and was successful because she tried

At times there are some individuals out there somewhere who take everything literal
and want to tinker in people's lives......they don't seem to understand
that playing god in a human life is.....not a good thing....because I said above
the designer was an artist and was successful because she tried.....hopefully
the tinkers don't attempt to play god with ones life
and wouldn't allow one to fail or succeed on their own...because it isn't
up to them...

All the above is art......

what do you think? do you create art?

keep safe and remain positive

-rebeca